Maybe you have ever channeled your thinking towards the reason why you have to come to this wicked and unpredictable world in the first place?
You might even go further by wishing it’s better you had been in heaven with God free from all forms of life tribulations, problems and the likes.
Has it ever occurred to you that these are mere depression thoughts that can lead suicide?
Listen dear, you are here in this thing called Life already, there’s no need to start thinking otherwise.
Your importance and uniqueness to the universe is paramount to God, hence you just have to be here to contribute your quota on earth, your purpose before passing the Barton!
Until then, there’s no going back to him yet.
We keep fighting,
And keep living!