When the desire to belong to the clique becomes stronger than the desire to stand for what is right, you are under the influence of peer pressure! And it appears courage and character is lacking! It’s obviously pure low self-esteem.
Low self-esteem is self demoralizing and a happiness extinguisher. It’s imperative to note that no matter how lowly placed you are, there’s someone you are higher than.
So why not channel your mindset on that while you keep on improving on your oars! You have to be happy with who you are to achieve what you desire!
Count your blessings, not your burdens!